oh cik adik manis.

GadisBermataSepet dan IncikGemuk itu telah menggoda aku untuk menjawab [nasib baik paper orthopedics dah habis], maka inilah jawapan manja untuk kamu [daripada saya yang tidak manja].

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
Benda? I would rather list up a small handy Quran given by my mom on top of all materials I possess.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
Handphone Samsung [baru beli tadi tapi hutang separuh dengan mrGM sebab tak cukup cash malas ke Vijaya]

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Kashmir and Morocco for the honeymoon, and of course my parents house [in Langkawi] for the reception.

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
Selagi tuhan mahu kami menjadi satu.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
[ini soalan berani mati].

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Beijing Bites dengan adikku Farid Nazmi itu.

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
Pharmacology by Tara V.Shanbhag [bosan kan budak medic].

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Next please...

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
Depends, tapi ayah rasanya.

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
My soulmate. [knock my door with a big bouquet of roses, tapi kena ada paramedics kat sebelah sebab saya pasti pengsan]

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
They know who they are.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
Humban dalam LG tu,tekan-tekan saja,siap. Tak pon Lakshmi basuhkan.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
Yala dan Naratthiwat [family sebelah ayah di sana]

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
Sentuhan [both].

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
GadisBermataSepet
a.dia macam kucing,matanya sepet bila senyum.
b.kami pernah tinggal sebumbung.
c.suka pakai jubah cantik yang selalu buat saya fikir 'bilalah aku nak ayu-ayu macam tu'
d.sama taraf dengan Ajin dalam hal-hal teknologi [tapi dia bukan kembar Ajin,harap maklum]
e.panjang betul nama dia

IncikGemuk
a.kuat makan tapi tak gemuk, saya jealous!
b.sangat kelakar [lawak educated ala-ala Dr. Phillips]
c.manja sangat dengan adik lelaki dia
d.tech-savvy
e.saya suka tipu dia, sebab dia memang mudah tertipu [gelak jahat]

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
-bulan
-kanak-kanak
-langit subuh
-aroma tanah basah
-ombak laut saat senja
-nescafe panas di musim hujan
-kenangan saat kecil di Langkawi
-mungkin dia

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
-gemuknya,camne ni?
-comel,comel!
-omigod
-fine,suka hatilah!
-lin rasa kan...
-tipu dosa,masuk neraka.
-lin laparlah...[ini sangat selalu]
-very the [sila isikan dengan ayat-ayat bengang].

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
-Nalini Jameela, The Autobiography of A Sex Worker
-Paulo Coelho, Veronica Decides To Die
-Victor Hugo, The Hunchback of Notredame [mengulang baca untuk kali ketiga]
-Paulo Coelho, The Devil and Miss Prym
-John Grisham, A Painted House
-Sherlock Holmes, The Complete Novels&Stories Volume 1
-Dan Brown, Deception Point
-Fahd Razy, Menggeledah Nurani

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
-Still, Brian McKnight
-Amie, Damien Rice
-True, Ryan Cabrera
-A Part of Me, Kurt Nilsen
-Kasih Berubah, Ferhad
-Wreck of the Day, Anna Nallick
-Angel, Robbie William
-When I Need You, Dan Hill

yes, i am a hopeless romantic.

19. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
-belajar untuk tidak menilai secara zahir
-menyayangi diri sepenuh jiwa
-jangan takut gagal
-kawanku mrGM itu ada perasaan, ingatkan heartless[lariiiiiiiii]
-orang yang tak cantik selalu pakai seksi, marilah kita tidak berseksi-seksian [ada ke ayat ni] jika perasankan muka kita cantik.
-ayah sangat bangga dengan saya
-mrJudge itu manja rupanya
-bukanlah best sangat study oversea, Malaysia Boleh! {apakah?]

Pheww, siap juga!

Hari ni mrGM (aka IncikGemuk) belanja lunch kat Empire Hotel, Church Street. Dua-dua lapar macam serigala rasa boleh habiskan lauk yang macam-macam tu. At the end aku makan separuh, dia terkapai-kapai nak habiskan food lain. Nama pon IncikGemuk kan, haruslah dia maintain. Kat Brigade Road, tiba-tiba mrGM cakap nak bagi aku something. Buang tebiat ke orang tua ni(lariiiii), baru je makan dia sponsor nak pula berhadiah bagai. Rupanya dia hadiahkan aku keyboard baru (iBall yang sangat best). Ye lah kan, keyboard aku kat Shriram tu sangatlah cikai tapi aku kan suka menaip. Sweetnya itu lelaki. Ada udang di sebalik batu ke, dude?


Terima kasih Mr. Santa Claus.

Balik rumah, Awien tengah siap-siap nak ke Christmas Party Baptist Hospital (awal majlisnya sebab cuti 25th Dec nanti). Malas nak pergi, banyak hal perlu disudahkan. Ainaa, Jojoe dan Farid ikut sama. Esok aku ada class party, biasalah kan towards the end of the year ni semuanya berparty bagai. Seronoknya dapat makan esok (makan lagi!).

reben merah

Teringatkan Kak PiBani dan Kak Marina (our old girls who inspire me to do more social works).

A smile from heaven.

ek lafs-e-mohabbat ka adna sa fasana hai
simte to dil-e-aashiq
phaile to zamana hai

there is a small word called love
it fits the heart of a lover
when it expands it covers an epoch


I rushed out from my apartment after mrGM called me to see that. I gazed at this phenomena of Jupiter, Venus and the crescent moon near my apartment. The left eye is Venus and the one on the right is Jupiter. Definitely, more pleasing than the recent ugly events of Mumbai attack. I wished I had a camera handy to record this beauty, the picture was taken by a fellow Indian blogger.

let it be [true].

(ini entry manja, sila jangan baca)


Tadi saya naik bas, ada bas kuning 'Delhi Public School'. Traffic light. Sama-sama berhenti. Saya suka iPod baru, tapi mata saya pandang ke sana. Anak-anak kecil, comel. Semangat, ada bercerita dan kawannya dengarkan. Lagi comel, ada reben merah jambu. Saya rasa mahu turun, naik bas sebelah.

Sejuk. Saya tak tahan. Mengantuk lama-lama di OPD, pesakit yang datang masalah tulang. Ye lah, saya kan posting orthopedics. Saya suka, bukan sebab Saravanan tapi ada baby. Comel. Dia datang, sakit. Kesian. Ibu dia sibuk mengadu macam-macam. Saya tak tengok Dr. Alfred, sebab saya rasa baby tu comel. Dia tak patut sakit.

Saya lagi kasihan, tengok anak-anak kecil. Pediatrics dept. dekat, hari-hari saya semangat. Bukan nak jumpa Niranjan, tapi mengintai Dr.Achamma dengan kanak-kanak comel. Saya tak nak mereka sakit. Sebab tu, saya mahu jadi pediatrician. Akhirnya, saya tahu apa yang saya mahu.

Tak sangka kan.

as you said

me : Nak sambung tidur, saya terbangun tadi to get few sips of water.
mrJudge: Tidurlah. Kirim salam orang yang awak mimpikan.
me : Assalamualaikum. Jawablah!

Can't take my mind of you.

fatso

After Forensic Medicine practical session yesterday, I went straight to Diva to get a new hair cut. But then I ended up doing something else. Chatting with the stylist, at last promised him to come on Sunday. Santosh is still a chirpy chap who never fail to comment on my appearance. This time he was commenting on my weight gain since the last time he met me. I've been taking a back seat and watching my weight rebound a whooping 5 kilos. And if I eventually do gain more of the weight I so painstaking lost for the last 2 years, it would be a waste of my effort, which was really hard and painful too. So I am officially starting my diet tomorrow (oh no, better start on Monday kot), but I am having a go at a new regime this time, no more hunger and suffering, but more of a content and portion control. Let's see where this leads. I can imagine wearing new rs3800 Clarks sandal sponsored by Husna&Ella, and not to let down 100 roses from mrGM. itulah sape suruh korang berjanji bagai kan...

I have to lose some weight, and it's not because of vanity. It's because I don't feel comfortable with myself. I feel parts of me just clinging to other parts they shouldn't, and it makes me feel that I have to spread out my arms and legs so all my limbs don't touch each other. So that makes me a little nervous and insecure, not to mention psychotic!

So who's with me?


a vegan diet.

Does age really matter?

There's a reason for her to wake up each morning. and for him, there is a purpose in life - to look after someone.

Just my two cents.

my agony

I shall say goodbye to my comfy jeans, if i still want to peacefully roaming around Baptist Hospital.


I bought her from Bangalore Central during winter sale last year.


Early this year, she started occupying my closet.


My Levi 567s, freaking love it.

Thank you to Abbeychakkur (read:Abeychacko), and now I am scratching my head thinking what to buy this Saturday in order to please Dr.Cherian with my new professional image. Jean skirt can?. With eyes closed, shopping spree this Saturday won't give justice to my account balance. After this, I think I need to turn into cheapskate who won't spend unless it's a bargain. Skirts, new hair cut and mp3 which I have been eyeing for months. Alahai...


Samsung p2 vs Cowon d2.

Update:
Half a day searching along Brigade Road and Commercial Street with mrGM, I ended up buying the blue 4GB iPod nano (tak sangka kan!), four new tops (those gorgeous kurtis) and a pink bag. Alahai, need to puasa after this!

cikNa's birthday party

Noodle Bar
19th Sept 2008

perplexity

Walking is a great way to clear my thoughts, speak to myself and reflect my day. Sometimes, I could even get very emotional just swimming into my deep thoughts, which I am not completely proud of. We all lack of discipline. I know I do.Sometimes, the unintended given impression is used to reason out why I am not discipline which I think should not be the case. I need to change.

Enough said.
I am done.


Damien Rice is surely a superb entertainer. Wickedly good tone on the acoustic guitar. And the strings, glorious! He really knows how to inject a big fat slice of emotion into music. I am in love, with the song (and simply not because he is an Irish).