fatso

After Forensic Medicine practical session yesterday, I went straight to Diva to get a new hair cut. But then I ended up doing something else. Chatting with the stylist, at last promised him to come on Sunday. Santosh is still a chirpy chap who never fail to comment on my appearance. This time he was commenting on my weight gain since the last time he met me. I've been taking a back seat and watching my weight rebound a whooping 5 kilos. And if I eventually do gain more of the weight I so painstaking lost for the last 2 years, it would be a waste of my effort, which was really hard and painful too. So I am officially starting my diet tomorrow (oh no, better start on Monday kot), but I am having a go at a new regime this time, no more hunger and suffering, but more of a content and portion control. Let's see where this leads. I can imagine wearing new rs3800 Clarks sandal sponsored by Husna&Ella, and not to let down 100 roses from mrGM. itulah sape suruh korang berjanji bagai kan...

I have to lose some weight, and it's not because of vanity. It's because I don't feel comfortable with myself. I feel parts of me just clinging to other parts they shouldn't, and it makes me feel that I have to spread out my arms and legs so all my limbs don't touch each other. So that makes me a little nervous and insecure, not to mention psychotic!

So who's with me?


a vegan diet.